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Some Moments Last Forever, Some Should Be Better

by Corgi

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1.
I'm passing out on the couch in your house tonight so please don't fret on the lights I turn off to burn out to intrude on your peaceful activities I'm scared of darkness, and airports, and swimming I'm staring at the free time in my calendar and all of the ways that I can't think to fill the hours I'm not qualified to clean up some dishes cause they make machinery that's free and efficient I thinking, if I lay out in the street right now you'd probably keel over from laughing If a truck ran me down and then say he was always this way "More Dead Than Ever" carved big on my grave No hope, no future so just stay away from the things that I do that I make that I say No hope, no future When I'm back from Japan Can't you just tell there was no master plan No hope, no future
2.
there's marketing notes where creativity should be flowing down this paper like lines of red blood but I stopped that ever since I left highschool now I'm stuck always just trying to act cool I wish I could be all the friends that I love While they take their turns flying into the sun hold them up as my arms collapse under their weight fall to find all the better me's left in my wake I'm gonna beat ass at all your release shows but that is the farthest I fear we will all go I tried this before and I don't yearn for more, I wish you the best in the long term I wish I remembered what it used to feel like to have fun at Black Cat in the dead of night you all had the flu and too few cables; people using low hung PA's as their tables Mosh pits, adrenaline, microphone stands dancing oblivious to the world and its plans and now I- I'm gonna beat ass at all your release shows but that is the farthest I fear we will all go I tried this before and I don't yearn for more, I wish you the best in the long term
3.
Just last night, I was crying in my sleep Wish that I had died when I was sixteen for half the year wolf spiders tried to climb inside my ear Let them chow down I did not apply myself as well as all the better selves I could've been You all would've been the same if I had gone and spilled my brains in a car crash I wanna talk about exchange rates! I wanna dance around the point till our feet are sore and you finally give up I have not applied myself as well as all the better selves that I could never be because I never had this in me
4.
I have got the special edition of Shin Megami Tensei 4 with the included artbook/strategy guide to get your newbie foot in the door cause I had never beaten a single game in that canon before I have got the special plastic watch from Virtue's Last Reward and a stack of major arcanas from Persona's Q and 4 Who could ever wanna ask for more? I wish I had a time machine so I could go back and beat my younger self till he was blue and black at crucial moments to learn harder lessons harder and maybe then I would've ever bothered to call my family I have got unhealthy obsessions with the things that I once owned or the things I think I need so I take them all home with me and keep them close when I can't sleep But I never sleep and nothing brings me peace and least of all these things I think I need That I let leave their mark on me
5.
I'm sure you could find a snake down in the bushes If you wanted to end it that way if you're desperate Birds will often break their necks on plexi glass so what good comes from stretching wings? Or holding onto anything? Lessons learned go in one side and out like broken incandescent lightbulbs and True Value is closed. "You were supposed to let go!" "I'm sorry! I freaked out!"
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fuckup 01:49

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An album about being jealous, feeling lost, losing my psvita, and learning how to stop hurting the people I care about.
Released by Kew Garden Records

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released March 15, 2018

Nicolas Eichen helped record True Value/St. Nicolas
Swan Michelle mastered this thing and made the album cover
David Murray played guitar on True Value
Brady Kennedy played the drums on No Hope, No Future

I mostly used a 57 to record this (except the drums on NHNF which also had a c414 and true value which Nic recorded).
The smallsound/bigsound mini is on every track that has electric guitar cause that thing is sick.

Thank you to everyone who has been messaging me positive things while in Japan, it helps. I'm trying I promise.

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